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In my teens, I realized I was burdened by unreconciled anger over the abuses I suffered during my 5 years in Catholic school, being the only nonreligious, “heretic” child in my class. I kept having thoughts of killing priests and I knew that if I did not try to heal myself I might end up putting those thoughts into action, so I decided to try to understand my abusers by reading the Bible. It was a slow start, over a period of years, reading the New Testament here and there, and its many revelations about goodness and loving others was comforting, as it proved, as far as the Bible was concerned, that what those Catholics did to me was not at all true to the Message of their beloved Jesus. I also began reading books about Edgar Cayce, popularly known as “The Sleeping Prophet,” who, in fact, never claimed to be a prophet but rather a clairvoyant or clear seer. In my mid-thirties, I began to study the entire Bible, filling several notebooks with summaries of scripture. It was around that time that I began volunteering as an aide to the activities director at a nearby home for the elderly, where I played the piano and conducted sing-a-longs and held Bible study classes.
One day, an eighty-year-old Catholic woman named Alma spoke to me after our Bible study session and began crying, telling me she had seen her priest, who told her that her husband, who had died ten years earlier, was in Hell because he was not a Christian. She was heartbroken and told me that her husband was a wonderful man and that I would have loved him if I had known him. I told her that, well, of course he was a wonderful man and surely I would have loved him, and that her priest should be ashamed of himself for lying to her and being so cruel. I immediately took her aside and opened the Bible to show her what Jesus revealed in His Parable of the Good Samaritan. I reminded her that Samaritans were considered heretics and going to Hell and that Jewish priests were considered Chosen by God and going to Heaven. I explained that in the Parable of the Good Samaritan it was the heretic Samaritan and not the Jewish priest that stopped to help the injured man, and that Jesus instructs us to be like the heretic, not the priest, a revelation indicating that The Way of God has ultimately nothing to do with one’s worldly religion or lack of, but is entirely about one’s character personifying The Way of unselfish goodness. She had stopped crying. I saw a wave of relief come over her face and we hugged and I headed for home. That was Thursday, June 9, 1994, just days before the infamous murders of Nicole Brown Simpson and Ron Goldman.
I thought about Alma all the way home and reflected upon my own experiences with the cruelty of holier-than-thou Christianity. The moment I walked into my home, something extraordinary happened. I have never said this before publicly, as I have feared losing friends and being judged a nutjob. I have come to a point where I don’t fear this anymore, because what happened did happen and it is THE REASON why I began writing my first book. Prior to this moment, I never had any intention or desire to be a writer. After walking into my home—and I hadn’t even shut the front door yet—I heard a voice, a voice like no other, a voice that was not audible, coming from an outside source, but coming from within. It was not a loud voice, but a strong, deep commanding voice, booming with a resonance that seemed to vibrate throughout every part of my body. I do not remember the exact words I heard and never did write them down, but the message was clear. The voice instructed me to write a book showing the spiritual message of the Book of Revelation. I sat down and, within minutes, began writing, and five years later I self-published Revelation Earth, based upon Edgar Cayce’s 24 clairvoyant discourses about the Book of Revelation’s spiritual meaning. I explain all 404 verses of the Book of Revelation individually, presenting both the standard or general interpretation of each verse alongside the spiritual interpretation. This book is no longer available and I have been slowly reworking it with the intent to, one day, publish it once again.
I do not and never will claim that God spoke to me that day, as to do so is to claim I am a prophet. I am not a prophet, but I do believe we humans simply do not know the full potential and wonder of our minds. I believe my mind, troubled by experiences with cruel religion, was speaking to me, providing an open door to finding greater healing for myself and to help others. I did not question the command from the voice, but followed it.
I am well aware that by telling this story I may lose readers and even friends that may think I am a nutjob. So be it. I am no longer afraid to reveal this truth, because it happened and it is the reason why I began writing books presenting the spiritual message of the Bible. The Bible Message is not about religions that teach selfish, separatist, fearful, superstitious, holier-than-thou, idolatrous, mystery-filled, hellfire-and-damnation dogma. Let my work be a testament unto itself. If my work is good and worthy and true then it is because the Bible’s spiritual message is good and worthy and true.
Thank you.
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